projectile velocity

so, i suppose i'd better write something as ben left me a nasty comment about me not posting anything. however, truth be told, i'm freaking busy, like, running around with my head cut off busy. i know, that's no excuse, but i've also had nothing extraordinarily exciting happen lately either. other than i might get to transfer out of my fucking HD store to a different one.

other than that, i'm up to my ass in school work. not eating enough or drinking enough it seems. i've been really dehydrated lately, it sucks. i've been wanting to go to NY a lot lately, mainly just to eat real food and be around people who are somewhat normal. i'm just in need of some form of stability at the moment.

i've also been feeling really old lately too. not just the acid reflux or any other medical problem. i just feel like i'm 21 going on 35. how is it that i feel like i should be in some sort of meaningful relationship and all i get is, "send me some nude pics"? seriously. i'm sick of it. i feel like charlotte in sex and city, "i've been searching for mr. right since i was 15, where is he?" ok, i'm not that desperate, but it would be nice to have someone else keeping your head up besides yourself and your close friends. just a little bit of support from someone other than friends and family. that's all i'm asking for.

but my head is killing me and i have much homework to do, so i must go now. tata.