what do ya know...

so, lots has happened i suppose. well, i don't know if i can really truly say that. i mean, nothing of great importance has really happened i guess. nothing earth shattering or mind blowing or what have you. other than i hafta go back to work this week, which is always tough to do after a week off, but i welcome being busy again.

um, i've decided that i'm going to cut off all contact with my father, because he's a douche and doesn't care about either of his daughters. he sends down bills with christmas presents, calls me drunk on my birthday. tells me he has no money to help me pay off my bed, yet goes on a week long vacation to florida to golf, and then brags to my sister that he only spent $400. seriously. he lives an hour away from my sister, and never sees her, only calls when her car insurance is due. never calls me, except when he needs something as well. oh well. his loss i say.

i've also decided to become celibate or abstainate, or whatever you wanna call it. oh man, don't even ask why, but let's just say this one here had to do a wee bit of acting. it wasn't so special. but i'm certainly not doing this for religious reasons. merely personal. so there.

in regards to the previous paragraph, it also seems that i am yet again a hot commodity. in ben's words, everyone wants a piece of the "lindsay pie." but i'm in no mood to serve anyone, or let anyone even have a tasty sample. sorry boys, i've put on my "no entry" sign yet again. then again, i haven't really had the greatest of experiences, you've got jake...and that was just boring. typical missionary style boy. and this next person, who will remain unnamed, tried to take advantage of some flexibility i may have been endowed with, yet almost popped my leg out of socket. which is just no fun. anyway, i'm freaking bored. no, not just freaking bored, but really fucking bored.

i think i need a change of scenery. maybe i shall take a trip somewhere. i dunno where though, if anyone has any suggestions, please let me know.

i think i'll end this little bit and carry on again at another time. bye bye loves.